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i found myself lifeless in the glow of your beauty

by After School Distraction

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1.
yr star 03:01
I don’t know if I miss you I don’t know if I care I don’t know what I’d do without you But I couldn’t stand you there I don’t know, I don’t know, I don’t know, I don’t know I know how I would do without you And I know to talk to you when I can The stars and all their angels but you couldn’t really compare I don’t know I don’t know I don’t know I don’t know
2.
oh I saw you On the very last day Of spring break And oh I’ve emptied the room Of all your things You never belonged to me And what do words mean When I can’t say a thing And ohh I can see your face Every single day “At least the four are safe (at last)” And you invade my dreams I have no mouth, but I can sing— but you’re the same you And I’m the same me And I don’t mind I guess I’m doing fine And what do words mean When I can’t say a thing
3.
yr angel 02:59
I don’t know if I miss you I don’t know if I care I don’t know what I’d do without you But I couldn’t stand you there I don’t know, I don’t know, I don’t know, I don’t know I know how I would do without you And I know to talk to you when I can The stars and all their angels but you couldn’t really compare I don’t know I don’t know I don’t know I don’t know
4.
its a familiar feeling fleeting evaporating slowly, but I feel nothing In another universe: I am twelve years old. I am sitting on the floor. Nothing bad has happened. Everything is fine.
5.
It didn't mean much-- But, autumn came crawling in like a dead dog by a flat fence and i don't know what else I could expect I am hiding in my friends house I know I am not alone, but i feel like I have nothing left i guess I am not alright I've been this way for as long as I can remember I hate myself and the person i think i'll become the person i once was and who i am now but it's alright I guess I'm doing fine I'm happy anyways just happy anyways It's been "too late" for years But the songs all sound the same And this house just isn't the one And I'm the unlucky son And how could I make you feel better when I don't feel good When I don't feel good I don't feel good at all I don't feel good at all

about

an auditorial version of my thoughts over the last three years, distorted, fading but recovering.

special thanks to:

carter c
jackson
gage
luke
Daniel
cece
janelle
jules
other luke
eli applegate
mr. amen
joey
(I wouldn't be where I am today without any of you)

dedicated to:
everything and everyone I have loved in the last couple years

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released October 28, 2022

everything: me
"spring cleaning" has a quote from "I have no mouth and I must scream", by harlon ellison

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east PA post-bloke core lof-fi stuff

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